2 weeks to go

Well, today may have been my last day of work. I have the next week off, so we will see. My boss has someone on standby in case I don't make it, or I don't feel like going for the last 3 days next week Wednesday. I am feeling very Ready! I just feel like he is getting so big. He doesn't have room in there anymore. I am not that big of a person, Karlie was 8 lbs 4 oz, what if he is like 9?? Will I even be able to do it? I am petrified of this labor and have already cried to my Dr. about it. You may think I am a big whimp, but if you knew what I went through with Karlie, you would understand. I pray that this time is completely different and that he is born healthy. Steve is sick today with the flu/fever/stuffy head/sinus pressure/headaches. GREAT! So I am sleeping on the couch. Nothing new really b/c I do about 90% of the time, but I cannot get this thing he has and go into labor! Karlie is getting VERY excited for her brother to come out and she is talking more and more about him. Will the Lord bless me with one like her? She is my little angel and sunshine in life. She is such an amazing little girl and so good, I just can't say enough about how much she has changed my life and I can't believe the Love a mother can have for her children. They are so awesome! Children change you forever and for the better, she shows me what is really important in life, and I feel like I am living life all over through her. I just wish that life would slow down! I don't want her to get old, and already, I wish that I could hold her in my arms again (she's not much of a snuggler!). I think tomorrow I will start walking on the treadmill or bouncing on an exercise ball and try to get this kid out of me!!! :)